Back Story

 

When I was much younger I thought that by the time I was this age (28) I would have everything figured out. I would have the career I wanted; possible steady relationship; a house; a dog, a cat or… maybe just a plant or 2. And yet other then the plant, which is dying from lack of water and conversation, I have none of those things. For the most part I'm very much ok with that, then there are those dark moments, that last minutes sometimes, and other times they can last up to weeks. The negativity overtakes me and leads me to have horrible feelings about myself and those I care about. Eventually I come out of it, usually because some of the most genuine moments, a smile from a stranger, a compliment, the warm summer breeze, a friend or family member, or the reality that is, my life ain't so bad.

 

My Mission

 

I want to have and reflect on the everyday moments; the mundane yet beautiful moments, the inspiring moments, the funny moments, the exciting moments, the sad moments, the lonely moments and the happy moments, that will lead my journey to the life that is still unfolding to me. Hoping and working for new opportunities and challenges that lay ahead of me, I would like to have this as my journal on my way into the abyss of my future.